Evolve or remain.

I know, and I'm sorry. I know it's been forever since I've written. Things have been crazy in my little fraction of the world for the last couple of months- and if we're being completely honest, I haven't had the heart or the energy to write any of it out.  Maybe I've been too busy capturing sunsets. Who really knows? But anyway... The process of finding the right moment to really put my entire soul into words on here is fascinating, because sometimes it happens when I'm happier than usual. Other times, it's when I feel completely beaten down.  Right now is one of those times when it's a combination of the two. In the grand scheme of things I think it's safe to say I'm happier than I've been in a long time. But regarding this specific moment in time, the present, this very minute as I type this all out... I'm not happy at all. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I haven't be...